statistically

my success rate is only 5%

out of a 20 seeds i poured in the soil, only 1 grew. but boy did this 5% grow -_-

Ta-dah!!

so in the past few weeks, i had so much fun i forgot to breathe.

lazy lunches, fire crackers, gim-rummy tiles, wine, long lost friends, missing cousins reunited, lots of red packets (i know i know i'm too old for this but YAY), momentary joy at home, and running about all over the city with gloriously empty streets.

it's all going to end soon, and i'm really sad about it.

i also know it's time to shape up and get back to business but i really dont want to

also having increasingly self doubts about a lot of things that i feel that isn't really worth mentioning to anyone because it sounds so trivial and miniscule. things about careers, and family and differing personalities. all very very frustrating.  i don't update that often anymore because i don't want to cause anymore scenes or fights with emotionally blackmailing posts and frankly, when i'm too busy having fun then there is no time to update.

but you know what, at the very least i still have time to upload our photos though.

struck down by the kitchen gods of chinese new year