funny how things turn out sometimes. how much effort you put in doesn't necessarily mean that you see returns. how the truth hurts sometimes. how you're voicing out your opinions but in the end it doesn't matter after all because people do not bother and literally fall asleep on it. how your instincts are always right. i sensed it a mile away and i was right. and i hate being right about things like that. guess ill just stay home all week as there isn't anything for me to do there either like there isn't anything to do here. and it all comes down to what is the freaking point? nobody gives a damn. you certainly do not. i'm just supposed to sit there and accept everything. talking about it certainly did not help. i just feel like i'm being taken for granted.

so why bother, after all? i'm just going to learn to keep my mouth shut and keep my keys in the drawer.