fishsticks.

i feel like an ant carrying like a giant speck of rice on my back and yet my general is still going "NOT HEAVY ENOUGH CARRY MORE SPECKS"

or like a elephant who's carrying logs in the forest and the logger is going "NOT LONG ENOUGH CARRY A BIGGER LOG"

just because you can't see it or you can't hear it doesn't mean that i'm not doing anything to achieve what i'm supposed to achieve or what i have set out to do.

and you do not have to make me feel like i'm a useless piece of crap.

at this rate, i'm just tempted to give fuck all and REALLY play games and watch tv whole day and be a couch potato. if it's what you see me doing.

damn it.