i'm on the quest to be fit.

HAHAHA

but since i love food too much,

i don't know how that's going to work out.

real conversations happened last week. over coffee. over dinner. with others, waiting for the right moment to have a good one sometimes feels like waiting for a train that stops once a year. with curt porters and pickpockets.

in this stupid game, the winner has no emotions.

and you know what i found out over these months, the less emotions you try to feel, the less emotions you have.

and it's getting easier.

that's scary.

made these just for laughs to capture the funny moments - there were so many- in the short weekend break that i took with a couple of good friends to Fraser's Hill

hehehee, hanyet saying hello

HAHAHA hanyet was at the side blowing bubbles trying to make our photo nice but one flew directly in my face

i bought this bubble blower at a shop after kenny suggested it to me. and he has CLEARLY played with this many times in his childhood because the bubbles he blew were so many- i only managed one in my first try

one of the many trails we followed scattered around the hill- the view was gorgeous and the air was just perfect, not too hot and not too cold

okay will stop now before you puke from the dizziness

a collective of stuff that makes me happy: my shoes. food. wearing my 13 year old shirt that still fits.

yesterday night was a rare moment in the household where lighthearted banter and teasing ruled dinner. cliche, but the many tense and unhappy moments at home sometimes do make you treasure the good times.

here's hoping for more in the future.